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Saturday, November 18th, 2006
12:50 am
My my
Time where have you gone
We rise and break
Fall and liquify

Once upon a time
I came here
then died
Wednesday, July 3rd, 2002
10:39 am
now that i don't love you
now that i don't love you
nothing's changed, nothing's changed
the positive approach, or the negative
both beyond reproach

so why spend the energy when
ignorance is bliss?
it worked for you all
so it will work for me

but there's no answer.

Friday, June 28th, 2002
12:40 pm
i have on red underwear and a black bra.
i have black hair with blunt bangs that people say are too short.
i have a tee shirt with my name on the back that was my gym uniform in grade school.
i finished grade school in 1991.
Tuesday, January 29th, 2002
8:39 pm
Baby pees
mother cries
mother screams
Baby cries
Monday, January 28th, 2002
2:55 am
I. Have.

I. Have.

I. Have.

Oh wait
maybe it's three.
Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
1:45 am
bye for now
a furious burst of something
but it all amounted to nothing

it wasn't supposed to be great
and so you get what you expect
Tuesday, November 13th, 2001
2:20 pm
haiku time:

pierce pierce pierce pierce pierce
bare branches impale the sky
yes, THAT kind of Fall.
Saturday, November 10th, 2001
6:30 pm
erotic dolphin asphyxiation
nets underwater catch the dolphin swimming
but he can't breathe down there
the good news is he has sex for fun
and he never wears underwear


Current Mood: indescribable
Friday, October 26th, 2001
4:58 pm
rushed from the plant
without the benefit of passing
except for the...
predetermined condition testing

we turn the screw but it torqued over
and still problems
each tightened one loosens another

i want this bad
to seat the part which has no slot ready
none readymade
hunt through the junk of my enemy

hostile waters
the water is as grey as the heart
which wades in now
the machine rusts from sea water salt

too bad so sad
someone should have murdered your parents
already late
they have overwhelmed these defenses

this feeling passes as does my schemes
Monday, October 22nd, 2001
8:59 pm
faux-po haiku
fopo group is dead?
no one's posted for six days.
squeeze my cock in vain.


Current Mood: hungry
Tuesday, October 16th, 2001
7:54 pm
Bellagio Bellow
they told me to wear pants of khaki
and i did
they told me to wear a t-shirt of corporate design
and i did
but they didn't tell me
about the hat
5:48 pm
A pointless literary exercise
All that I have now is ten syllables
A pointless literary exercise
I have to reword all of my meanings
So they fit in this calculated scheme

Shakespeare did some great work with this method
I'm afraid that it really does not suit
Someone on the side said my technique failed
Why should I try this? I want to be liked.

But enough of these four line boxes now
I would rather have the meaning be clear
Than bury it all in a maze of words
Where I the Minotaur wait here for prey

This has all become very depressing
I think I will shoot myself in the head
(Metaphorically speaking of course)
Then again, I think that it is too late.

(I can't imagine getting this to rhyme)

Current Mood: blank
5:19 pm
when you say something out of place
you weren't sure
(but it was the worst)
they jumped down my throat

traveling down
they beat my windpipe
you can't sing that
they get to the lungs
you can't breathe it in
you shouldn't put it out
ripped into my stomach
incapable of digesting things correctly
breaking down
into the blood
bright bright blue
because no oxygen gets to it
no oxygen there
no oxygen in the brain
because that's where they are now
grey grey matter
doesn't know what matters
even in the heart
their last stop, they stop
it beats so steady
but don't stop a beat
don't beat down the meaning
no need to be breathing
or eating
or sleeping
one word is too many
quiet down, put that thing away
ball up and crawl back
back to where you came from
we don't need you here
out of there kicking and screaming
they say i never stopped
and they are probably right
right as rain

it is cloudy now
soon they will be right again
over and over again

are you embarrased for me?
don't worry, i'm plenty enough

Current Mood: calm
3:56 pm
dropping bombs
i'm dropping bombs
on the mobs
they come down
but they don't calm

pissssssssssssssssss boom bah
Sunday, October 14th, 2001
9:52 am
Two roads diverge in a Waffle House,
I stand there as my hunger grows.
Which seat was I to sit upon
with syrup poured along both rows?
2:27 am
just a word
before i game tonight
dont want to think
just put out my light
Saturday, October 13th, 2001
10:11 pm
what would i say that has not been said
if i worried about that
i would be quiet until death
9:52 pm
the last man
the last man laughing is the first to say
that the joke wasn't funny anyway

the last man dancing is the first to claim
that the girls don't like him just the same

the last man writing is the first to brag
and call the others a bunch of fags

the last man standing is the first to fall
when the next wave comes and kills us all


Current Mood: confused
4:40 pm
Taste the pain,
Feel the darkness,
smell the hell, pretty boy

Running through the void
soaking in the nothing
on your knees fucker.

draw the mark
cut deep
its a long way to your soul

Fucking hopeless
better drink that tear
no oasis here
5:30 pm
The Trials of Geordi LaForge
Oh Georgi LaForge!
How rich was your life!
Born without pupils
because it is novel
and lets you don always
those 80's-like glasses

You have sex with holograms
(at least I assume)
because you're no player
(I know this for sure!)
You once fell in love
with your homeship's creator
but she was as fleeting
as some dumb Sherlock Holmes game

Then you met her for real
Oh! Embarassing it was!
When her own doppelganger
professed it's love for you
Oh how mad she was
but then you both reconciled
because that is quite cheerful
as all TV shows end.

You did loved another
who was accused of a murder
No one believed her
but you wanted booty
so you stood by her side
Then her dog tried to kill you
but then everything was fine
as all TV shows end.

You've done clever tech things
time and time again
but I don't remember them too well
because you do them so often

I'll remember you always
as a nerd who's just like me
Who cannot get the women
Who befriends weirdo robots
which don't have opinions
and Sometimes I wonder:
Are you as messed up as I am?

Do you miss engineering?
Now that you're an author
or so you told the old Picard
who suffers Alzheimer's
(or some space age equal?)

Do you miss your cool visor
that showed many blobbies?
Do you miss your computer eyes
that fit in their sockets?
You may think that our world
is beautiful and bright
but eventually you'll find
life's as cold as before.
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